Ain’t Life Wonderful

5-1-97
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

Padd’ling down the stream of life a gentle current flows.
We’re resting on the sun beams arms while summer breezes blow
The rocks are getting bigger now, a faint roar fills my ears
but the water fall is way down stream so pass another beer.

(Chorus)
Ain’t life wonderful.   Ain’t life gay.
Ain’t life just the thing to pass the time away.
One step forward and two steps back.   We dance our lives away.
Plenty of pain may know my name but I’m feeling fine today.

Sunday mornin’ ten A.M singin’ in the Baptist choir.
Harmony in four parts sets my soul on fire.
First we sing “I’ll Fly Away,” then “Turn Your Radio On”,
while the landfill’s overflowing and the ozone’s nearly gone. (Chorus)

Mankind treads on timeless swells, Poseidon’s salty realm.
Life’s sou’easter whispers to our captain at the helm.
The sunrise burns a glowing red, he rings Titanic’s bell.
Never mind the icebergs.  He says, “trust me, all is well.” (Chorus)

Flying twice the speed of light - the colors are so clear.
My mind just keeps expanding.  The Comet must be near.
This time I’m really gonna change.  I’ve thrown away my fear.
Just pile high my self-help books. I’ll climb right out of here. (Chorus)
 
 

Allegany Moon

7/7/97
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
For Nana Bell and Bell Clan Reunion July 28, 1997
 

A child floats on a feather cloud.  The night train sings her a tune.
Time’s fidd’ler plays a harmony that echos off the moon.
It’s a sad lament for the midnight cargo, black and shiny bright.
But the bitter part of the mountain’s heart won’t find her dream tonight.

(Chorus)
She’s dancing with the Allegany moon.
A light so soft and gentle fills the cabin room.
She twirls in time to the lilac’s rhyme.
It’s a soft sweet lullaby that she croons.

The child now a maiden is kissed by the mountain rain.
Springtime shares her warm embrace.  The dark moon calls her name.
Her laddie dances to the heart’s demand.  Time’s fidd’ler calls the tune.
Fears shadow flees the brightness of the Allegany moon.
(Chorus)

Her springtime fades to summer, then leaves begin to fall
The moonlight shadows waltz across the holler dusk to dawn.
She wrestled hope from the mountains heart.  It’s price her laddie true.
Now the fidd’ler calls the last dance.  She says “play Shoo-la-roon”
(Chorus)
 

11-13-96
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

Anticipation

Blackbird sittin’ in a sycamore tree, singing to you and singin’ to me
Sure he’s a rascal but it sounds like fun,
the places he’ll show us before this day is done
He promises we’ll go before the day is done

(Chorus)
Like watchin’ as the fid’ler rosin’s up his bow,
feelin’ the tingle way down in my toes
or the night before Santa and his reindeer run,
The prickley tickles dance inside and sleep won’t come

Candy tastes better with the wrapper on.
The kiss most sweet when your lover’s gone
The wine most mellow before you sip.
The cliffs the tallest before your fingers slip
You fall the furthest before you lose your grip.     (Chorus)

Bridge
Monsters hiding underneath your bed.  The whispers dance inside your head
Goblin lurkin’ in the closet dark.  Bony fingers close around your heart
Your fear’s the strongest before your nightmare starts.      (Chorus)

The sweet’s more sweet, the dread more deep.
Then the dream and daylight meet
and you dance with the shadow when the moonlight flees
and ride the rainbow when the storm clouds leave
from the space ‘tween tick and tock before you sneeze.    (Chorus)
 
 

The Armadillo Song (Running From the Darkness)

2-19-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

Armadillo dances in the headlights glare,
Come the daylight on the blacktop and he’ll still be there
Right beside the possum who’s right beside the deer
who’s right next to the raccoon and that empty can of beer

Lost souls dancing to the desert’s delight in the full moon’s ghostly glare.
Dancing to the tune of the coyote’s wail
Prisoners in a world with no judge, no bond, no bail. They’re

(Chorus)
Praying like pris’ners in a chain gang line for the midnight specials light
A pardon from the old straw boss’s glare.
Running from the darkness, victims of their fright
The taste of freedom was in their eyes as they embraced the light,
but the promise failed tonight

Old black crow in the china berry tree
He’s calling out to Matthew and he’s calling to me
Soaring with the sunrise, the dream a thin disguise,
Hear his song  just float along and see how high he flies
He flies beyond the lost pine, past the rivers bend, to the deserts blacktop trail
Discovering the bounty of the midnight grail,
Singing out his freedom’s song to souls so light and pale.  They’re
Chorus

Silent night - moon so bright - we're playing gin rummy by the coleman’s light.
Easy come, you said it’s easy go.
You say it’s just a game but you won’t let go.
Two lost souls dancing in the campfires glare and the moons unblinking stare.
Dancing to the tune of the coyote’s wail
Pris’ners in a world with no judge - no bond - no bail.         We’re
Chorus
 

Starlight shining through the bon fire’s lens.
It dances to and fro as the light and shadow blends
Cedar smoke dances in the bright moonlight smelling so sweet, I’m feeing so right
I fly beyond the Lost Pines, past the river’s bend, to the desert’s black top trail
Discovering the freedom of the midnight grail.
Singing out a brand new song - my light is inside and won’t fail
Chorus

Armadillo dances in the headlights glare -
come daylight on the black top and he’ll still be there
 
 

The Battle

12-19-93
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
 

He stands there dark and handsome — silent, self assured.
The center of attention — his voice a velvet lure.
The eager gather ‘round him like moth’s drawn to the flame.
For each he wears a diff’rent face – for each a diff’rent name.
He tricks them out of hopes and fears.  Their life’s pure energy.
He takes all that they offer him.  He’s a sneaky charming thief.
 

Enveloped in darkness – the sorcerer’s delight.
The stolen power feeds him and he’s growing strong tonight.
From the center of the darkness a voice calls out his name.
A child enters holding high a flickering candle flame.
The child sings a gentle song.  One pure and unrefined.
Then walks up to the sorcerer his intentions undefined.

Some call the sorcerer evil –some cry and run away.
Some deny the power – some curse, some pray.
Some will beg for mercy.  Fear feeds the sorcerers heart.
Some seduced by power are swallowed by the dark.
Where they’re waiting for the battle’s start —
and yes the battle is about to start.
 

The candle’s flame burns brightly.  The color of a gold doubloon.
The child cries, “It hurts my eyes like the sunshine bright as noon.”
He says “Dark sir I need your help. There seems no need to fight.
I’ll share my piece of daylight – if you’ll share with me your night.”
“And I know you have to share your night.”
Light without the shadow blinds the eye that looks.
Fire without a cool breeze – burns the broth it cooks.
And what we share of value is neither kept nor given away.
The doorway lies ‘tween dark and light to a promised peaceful day.
Where the brand new world awaits.
 

Shadows pieced together – like a fine old patchwork quilt,
That covers up the dreamer like a flooding river’s silt.
Then seed sowed in that fertile soil – rest so silently.
Till they reach out for the sunlight as they grow in you and me.
Hope about the future and hope for mother earth
And hope for a balance found in time to save the child’s truth.
Listen to the child’s truth.  Sing the child’s truth.

Riding The Blue Norther

2-18-93 (A harp)

Words © by Charles Stacey

Music © by Alan Frost and Charles Stacey
 

Measuring the dance floor – circling the moment – lost in her own heartbeat-

Drowning in the chorus of the voices in her head. Words of warning that they said.

Riding the blue norther – flowing with it’s fury –

She feels it in her heart – the cold, dark, powerless part.
 

(Chorus)

She’s seen him there before – all alone across the floor.

Surrounded by the swirl, lonely boy and lonely girl.

Emotions reins held tight – she’s so desperate to be right.

The hour glass is filling – so much risk in being willing.

To dance again tonight.
 

Blooming like a flower – their small talk fills the hour –

A nervous conversation becomes an invitation –

Neither sure just what to say.   Will the other run away.

The evening star shines brightly – she holds his promise tightly –

She feels it in her heart.  The cold, dark, powerless part.
 

(Chorus)

Can she trust the hand that reaches past the lesson mem’ry teaches.

The futures gentle voice offers her a choice.

To step inside his arms and face her fathers threats of harm.

The mem-o-ry is chilling – so much risk in being willing

To dance again tonight.

 

The D.J. spins a love song – the bar man sings his “last call.”

She listens to her heartbeat - Then gazes in the mirror she see’s behind his eyes.

So much more powerful than lies. Riding the blue norther – flowing with its fury –

It moves her past the pain.  The storm becomes a soothing rain.

 

(Chorus)

Love’s first glimmer starts inside her adolescent heart.

She earned a second chance to be a dancer out of trance.

She found somebody there with a gentle word to share.

She’ll reach out one more time now protected from the crime.

And rest in gentle arms.

 

Borderline

2-28-91

Words and Music © Charles Stacey

 

Living on the border in the valley of the sun by the river that flows from the dark side of the moon.

A land of desperation - illusion’s barren waste - shifting sands where a green tree once grew tall.

She’s trapped within the waste land in a meadow once so green.This land was rich – this place once full of dreams.

Living on the razor’s edge – the cold steel cuts so deep.On silent steps – comes the thief – to steal her grief.

 

A little girl just three years old puts her hand in mine – Her silent pain cries out across the years.

She takes me to the place she ran to hide out from her fear – An island in a river of uncried tears.

The land became her prison – her tear drops turned to dust – the blinding sun burns down now in her dream.

She’s living on the razor’s edge – it’s cold steel cuts so deep.On silent steps – comes the thief – to steal her grief.

 

She sang for years of heartache but no one heard her pain – A requiem to sacrifice, lost love and youth and pain.

A song so sad and lonesome like a coyote’s mournful call.A green leaf turns to red and then it falls.

Spring became the summer, then surrendered to the fall – Still no one heard her song sung soft and low.

Living on illusion’s edge – it’s cold steel cuts so deep.On silent steps – comes the thief – to steal her grief.

 

A sacrifice quite willing like all children of the lie – guardians of dark secrets locked within.

A gentle beast of burden loaded with the other’s shame – the pauper pays the demon’s debt with pain.

Real or flight of fancy, the dream turned inside out – Does the voice she hears inside her tell the truth.

Memory like the razor’s edge – it’s cold steel cuts so deep.On silent steps – comes the thief – to steal her grief.

 

Is there a land of milk and honey where gentle breezes blow – Where blue skies sing a lullaby and sooth her aching soul.

It’s a dream land found within a dream – A world inside a world – A winter scene like salve that cools the burn.

A puppet moves on silver strings of shame, and hurt, and loss and performs a dance of anger, pain and fear.

The dance her dream – she feels the grief – So sharp it cuts the strings.On silent steps – flees her thief – pursued by grief.

 

Bullfrog  (Summer Solstice)

6-17-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

Bullfrog singin’ to the silver moon, Uh Huh, Oh Yea!
Bullfrog singin’ to the silver moon, uh huh, oh yea!
Spirits gather in the fading light, whispering their promise on this solstice night
Hidden in the shadows ‘tween the drummers beat, their laughter heard in the dripping springs
The summer king waits as the bullfrog sings, uh huh, oh yea!

Light plays off the waters face and dances in the trees
And sings along with the waterfall on this summer solstice eve
Bon fires dot the meadow, there’s a steady drumming beat.
It’s the ageless call of the rose and thorn, the circle is complete

(Instrumental Ride)

Firefly dances with the evening star, Uh Huh, Oh Yea.
Firefly dances with the evening star, Uh Huh, Oh Yea
Like Faeries dancing in the campfire’s light,
They’re moving so softly on this solstice night
Then hiding in the shadows ‘tween the drummers beat,
Their laughter heard in the dripping springs
The summer king dances as the bull frog sings, Uh Huh, Oh Yea

Pagan’s chanting a solstice song,  Uh Huh, Oh Yea.
Pagan’s chanting a solstice song, Uh Huh, Oh Yea
While the fireflies dance in the campfire’s light
And the spirits whisper that the summer is nigh
Moving to the rhythms of the drummers beat, a magic circle cast by dancing feet
The summer king is crowned as the bullfrog sings, Uh Huh, Oh Yea

One foot in the present - A bridge across beyond.
Dancing there in never land where time just can’t be found
Follow the stream as it rushes down and hear the water sing.
I’m floating on the current and surrender to the dream.

(Instrumental Ride)

(Repeat 1st Verse)

The Child Of Many Names

12-12-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

The sun child’s journey takes him back across the sunless sea.
He bears the hopes of many in his pure sim-plici-ty
A beacon at the center - the wheel of life goes round
Joy is born of darkness - seeds grow in winters ground

(Chorus)
His name some call the Christ child -- some call an older name.
He’s the winter solstice promise
The timeless candle’s flame.  This child of many names

The taste of death is salty -- of life is honey sweet.
So we leave the fear in darkness and the sun’s bright hope we greet
Innocence reborn to grow -- the spiral dance goes on.
Mothers womb bears precious fruit -- earth’s sweet timeless song

(Chorus)

The winter sun plays tug of war with the north winds chilly hands.
The clouds fly over deep blue sky- the granite mountain stands
A promise born in innocence held safe through the longest night.
The triumph of the solstice -- Born in the suns warm light

(Chorus)
 
 

Children of the Sky

2-13-94
Words by © Holli Bara
Music © by Charles Stacey & Alan Frost

Azure eyes and purple skies call me home.
Thru the window to a mem’ry I can call my own
Your whisper sees I’m falling down inside the dream.
Caught in time by the missing rhyme.  Cradled in the weave.

(Chorus)
You touch me and I remember how we danced above the moon.
You hold me and I remember how it ended all too soon.
Together -- once -- we were dolphins in the sky.
Together once -- we were children who could fly.
 

The flame it calls our name like a siren’s song.
We meet there in the light our power growing strong.
A time that’s out of mind -- the body dreamt away.
Then we cry and say good-bye just wishing we could stay.

(Chorus)          (instrumental of verse then repeat chorus)

(Bridge)
Hold on to the sight. Mold it with your light.
Set the clay down to dry -- while we take off for the sky.

(Chorus)

Circles In the Stones

8-26-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
 

Time is a river that sweeps me away, yet flows in a circle as the wheel marks my days
From Derry to Armagh on down to Bantry Bay,
Circles built from the rivers stones - the sent’nals ancient face Watch the child at play.

(Chorus)
Like a pebble in times river, were polished by the stream.
Tumbled by the current to an incandescent gleam.
At the mercy of the river, yet determining its flow.
Stones that formed our circles sang the rivers timeless song.  The child sang along

Then a stranger from the sunrise landed on our shores.
He drove the snakes from Erin and drove our history from our souls.
Rocks stolen from our circles built cathedrals of stone.
Mortar made with blood and the dust from our bones.  Built the strangers home.

(Chorus)
Like a pebble in times river, were polished by the stream.
Tumbled by the current to an incandescent gleam.
At the mercy of the river, yet determining its flow.
Stones in the cathedral tall from our circles stones did grow.
The winds of change they blow.
 

Figures round a peat fire tend a child’s broken bones.
His mother died protecting him from stones the mob had thrown.
He’s paying with his pain for something someone else believed.
Asked to cry the tears for someone else’s grief.
How long will our children bleed.

(Chorus)
Like a pebble in times river, were polished by the stream.
Tumbled by the current to an incandescent gleam.
At the mercy of the river, yet determining its flow.
Stones in the cathedral tall from our circles stones did grow.
Where did their healing powers go.

(Bridge)
The child grew to manhood among the stones of his em’rald isle.
He learned their ancient language and mourned his mothers smile.
The jagged rock he knew as hate was tumbled smooth by the river of the night.
He held his mothers healing stones and then he found his mothers sight.
Then built a circle with stones of light

(Chorus)
Like a pebble in times river, were polished by the stream.
Tumbled by the current to an incandescent gleam.
At the mercy of the river, yet determining its flow.
Stones that formed our circles and the stones of hate mobs throw
Stone circles on a spiral road.

Circle Up the Dancers

2/27/95
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

Corn King, Sun King, Bringer of Life -- The planter of the seed
Rose buds formed your summer crown -- Thorns stayed while the blossoms fleed
Golden grain stands ready to feel the reaper pass --
Riches to the storehouse -- brandy in the flask

(Chorus)
So circle up the dancers -- the harvest moon is high
Toast Lugh of the Long Arm for soon the geese will fly
And Lugh will leave for Tir Na Nog so cheer his kingly fate
Roast the corn -- sing your songs -- feast and celebrate

See the corn doll dancing in the bon fires heat
The circle’s ancient rhythms speak through festive feet
Flames dance round the corn doll -- then reach and touch the sky
Death connects the spiral steps to life through you and I                  (Chorus)
 

Children of the Emerald Isle - Come from far and near
Dannan and the Firbog and the wise ones re-appear
Gathered for the harvest -- the wheel again turns round
Life and death in balance -- so make a joyful sound    and             (Chorus)
 

Corn King, Sun King, Bringer of Life -- The planter of the seed
Rose buds formed your summer crown -- Thorns stayed while the blossoms fleed
Golden grain stands ready to feel the reaper pass --
Riches to the storehouse -- brandy in the flask

(Chorus)

Ballad of Sally Jean (Coletto Creek)

6-11-94

Words by © Charles Stacey

Music © by Alan Frost & Charles Stacey
 

Sally Jean was a good girl - just never really fit.

The town folks prayed she’d find her way but they gossiped just a bit

They said it’s really such a shame for one so sweet and fair

to waste those eyes of azure blue and silky auburn hair
 

(Chorus)

Life here never seems to change for better or for worse.

It’s an old familiar chorus, just add another verse

Coletto Creek is runnin’ full - tuggin’ at it’s banks,

like Friday night on Main Street and the four light circle dance

And the old folks at the Dairy Queen watch the cars parade

and feed the grand illusion and fear the futures face

 

In a small town each one has their place, a way that it should be.

So Sally gathered up her dreams and packed her bags to leave

“Please don’t go” a few had begged but they all had sighed relief

When she headed north up one nineteen away from Coletto Creek

Sally moved to Houston town and made herself a name,

Spelled out bright in the marquee lights, she claimed her bit of fame

But gossip on the night wind was a tide she couldn’t stem.

The city wags said stay away, Sally’s one of . . . them   Chorus
 

So a feeling trickled down her throat like sweat in the warm night air.

Coletto Creek was calling out and promised refuge there

The tune it sang was oh so sweet - a soft seductive song.

The town’s refrain - ignore your pain you’ve hidden for so long

Sally’s mind protested - “you can’t go home again”.

But a voice so clear it found her ear, her tear became a grin

If it’s truth were here a tellin’, if the truth be truly know.

Forget return you never leave no matter where you go   Chorus

Sally Jean was a good Girl.

Connections

7/16/96

for the Bell family reunion 1996

Words © by Charles Stacey and Cynthia Whiddon Green

Music © by Charles Stacey

Mothers and daughters.  Full moon and dark.

Both sides of the mirror.  Head wrestles heart.

Beat the drum slowly as dancers keep time

To the turn of the wheel and the fates spinning rhyme.

 

Chorus

Life’s tree majestic, towering tall –

Spring blossoms bloom as autumn leaves fall.

Layer on layer the rings tell their tale –

Roots to the ground and branch to the gale.

 

Sons and their fathers dance with the moon

And sing the refrain to life’s ancient tune.

Each branch connected and fed by the earth –

A mem’ry revealed in the seed of their birth.   Chorus

 

Mothers and daughters, fathers and sons –

An intricate dance that has always been done.

Roots and the leaves – darkness and light –

Sun and the moon – fear and delight   Chorus

 

Comedy, tragedy, pleasure, and pain –

Life ventures out past the losses and gains,

And reaches to touch beyond sorrow and care

To celebrate life in the moments we share   Chorus

The Cookson Hills

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

7-30-88

 

The black eyed susan’s wave to me. They say a cheery “hi”.

The hick’ry shares her cool green shade and soothes my burnin’ eyes.

The crickets song tries to hypnotize.  The lazy stream steals the blue of the sky.

The summer strums her song so softly on the Cookson Hills

 

(Chorus)

These hills gave life for a thousand years – paid with a trail of tears.

A land of plenty, of hopes and dreams.

A heart of flint but a soul — soft green

 

The hawk climbs the skyways spiral stairs.

The clouds dance like marshmallow mimes.

Silent wings rest on sultry air, like a whispered lullaby.

The crows harmonize with the bumble bee’s buzzin’.

The wind chimes promise that evening’s commin’.

The back porch shade is so cool in the Cookson Hills. (Chorus)

 

The dance of the hummin’ bird stirs the air – a ballet of colorful flight.

The butterfly free of thought or care with no need for laws or might.

The milkweed shows off her regal plumes. The colors give no hint of winter’s gloom.

The sparrows in the sassafras rejoice in the Cookson Hills.  (Chorus)

 

A soft breeze carries me back in time. I gently close my eyes.

The face of my long lost first true love takes form in my tumblin’ mind.

The rosy haze of long ago.  So easy it seemed when I didn’t know.

Life can be bittersweet here in the Cookson Hills. (Chorus)
 
 

Crossroads

Words & Music © by Charles Stacey

7-4-88

 

Standin’ at the crossroads – A smilin’ man says “Hi”.  I'm feelin’ kind a funny

He gives me a wink of his eye (spoken) I SPY

 

(Chorus)

He says, “Sign right here, Don’t mind the cost. Tomorrow may never come.

Look into my eyes my boy – I’ll stop the setting sun.”

 

A mist rolls in, I feel a chill, a cloud passes over the moon.  A Darkness grips my soul real tight.

I'm afraid of the gathering gloom  (spoken) LIKE DOOM   (Chorus)

 

His smile pushes my feeling back, his hand holds mine so tight. “I know your wants and wishes boy,

I can make you feel all right. (spoken) ALL NIGHT  (Chorus)

 

An old man limps up next to me, a scary fearsome sight. No smiling eyes or hand shakes.

He says, “don’t fear the night.” (spoken) THAT’S RIGHT

 

(Chorus)

The dark you fear so sign right here.

But what of tomorrows sight.

Without darkness there’s no hope for day.

No chance of mornings light (spoken) SO BRIGHT

 

The darkness draws around me. The two men’s faces glow.

The old one says, “I win, you lose.”

The young one says, “I know. Let’s go.”

 

(Chorus)

He says, “Sign right here, Don’t mind the cost.

Tomorrow may never come.

Look into my eyes my boy – I’ll stop the setting sun.”

 

The two men walk away from me as down the road they stroll.

Hand in hand the good and the bad.

One light, one dark, one goal…one soul.

 

(Chorus)

The dark you fear so sign right here. But what of tomorrows sight.

Without darkness there’s no hope for day.

No chance of mornings light (spoken) SO BRIGHT

 

Crystal Desert

Christmas 1987

Words & Music © By Charles Stacey

 

Driving through the desert on a cold December night.

The yucca’s clothed in crystal and bathed in the chilled moonlight.

The spirits of the ageless warriors that inhabit this shadowy land

Fill the night wind with their mournful cries

And reach with their bony hands.

The wind tugs at the steering wheel –

The desert shines silver and blue.

The snow holds a magic that tingles and pleases

The world’s a surrealist’s view.

 

The cold works magic by freezing the beauty trapped in a drop of rain.

No longer a messenger of darkness, now the warriors glad refrain

A shadow dissolves in a flash of light.

The moon in the icicle's eye is magnified to brilliance.

The landscape breathes and sighs.

The juniper stands a lonely guard, Its uniform a dusty white.

The saw grass glows with a silver glaze. The face in the mountain smiles.

 

A dagger of ice on the creosote bush succumbs to the warming sun.

Like a piece of crystal carelessly held. Like a bottle shot with a gun.

The monotone brown of the desert now a ballroom of crystal and white.

The piñon dances a two-step in a dress made for only one night.

The interstate moves like a ribbon.  A magic carpet in a fairy tale world.

Moving through then away from the light.

My feelings spin and twirl.

 

I move from the spirit’s world of joy once again to the dusty floor.

The pain of the wandering warrior.  Reality the rule once more.

The memory of beauty holds me tight.

The face of god seems plain. Understanding the truth in the blink of an eye.

The insanity of being sane.

The world turned topsy-.  Nothing quite as it appears.

The truth revealed through a quiet sense –  A memory I can only feel.

 

Damaged Goods

7-30-89

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

 

A child limps on twisted foot and lifts his face on high.

Will I ever find a love and teach me how to Fly?

Will I ever be like them and run just like the wind? 

Will I ever be a dad with love to spare within?

 

Chorus

A package tied with ribbons bright hides damaged good within.

There’s none to spare and none to share, so we play the song again.

Over and over again but it still comes out the same.

 

Little Boy alone and lost the nights cold terror grows.

The reapers breath the hand of death why did they have to go?

The mem’ry of that midnight ride. Betrayals lie still stings.

The myth denied the tears uncried.It’s a sad song the lost soul sings

 

Chorus

 

Little Girl in pigtails alone and lost fright. 

Daddy’s mad and Mama’s sad and something’s just not right.

The price of love was silence, The debt remains unpaid.

The pain still felt outlasts the welts,.The angry words remain.

 

Chorus

  

Sowing seeds from bitter fruit the chain unbroken grows.

Tumbling down life’s cold dark well, no bottom yet we know.

How could god love damaged goods?

One so perfect knows the emptiness that cries for light and warmth and so she shows

Grace and love in the healing wind that blows.

 

Chorus

A package tied with ribbons bright just a twisted shell within.

There’s none to spare and none to share, so we play the song again. 

Will it always be this way?Must the twisted shell remain?

 

Round and round the pattern flows life’s a crazy quilt.

They called it love - the velvet glove hid bruises with the guilt

The hurt was un-intended, the best that could be done.

The child fled to save her life, how far now must he run?

Before her cries are heard and his race is done?

 

Chorus

The ribbon falls in disarray. The wrapping’s cast aside

The light of day has found it’s way – from the twisted shell - comes - a butterfly

 

The Dancing Lad and Lassie

7-14-94
Words by © Charles Stacey
Music © by Charles Stacey and Alan Frost
 

Was she the promise from his future, This maiden from Kintyre.
His question found an answer in her simple Gaelic smile.
He knew she looked familiar, this figure in the crowd.
Like a long forgotten lyric to an old familiar song.

Neither one came lookin’ but they found each other there.
She reached and touched his tremb’ling hand as they danced the Derry Aire.
Listen to the fiddle.  The fife and the pipes sing sweet.
A melody quite simple and yet still incomplete

(Chorus)
The dancing lad and lassie stand, stumble, Fall, then rise and
Finally find the rhythm in a promise once disguised
Flying toward the sunrise.  The beacon of the dawn.
Pushing back the darkness on the way to the July morn.

The window let the new moon in as she lay there in his arms –
Carried on a flood tide to a meadow safe and warm.
He wondered at her teardrops.  He wondered at her smile
And danced within her magic spell then they slept for just a while  (Chorus)

Like the magic that had brought her she disappeared as fast.
To return, she said, when the next full moon her magic shadow cast.
Her ling’ring scent the only proof she hadn’t been a dream –
When she slipped into the sunrise and vanished in times stream.

With the waxing and the waning he waits now with the moon
And sings again from mem-o-ry the fragmentary tune.
He prays she wasn’t just a dream that tumbled out of time.
A tale told by the Texas moon in a lilting Celtic rhyme.  (Chorus)

Dancing With the Shadow

 

Words and Music © Charles Stacey & Cynthia Whiddon Green

5/3/2000

 

Flying through the dirty haze, Oz once gleaming bright,

fills the brown horizon.It’s a suffocating light.

I’m dancing with the shadow, my aching, burning breast

Is trapped by an illusion.The nightmare says “No rest.”

 

I take the pill that lets me breath and one so I can feel

but not too much the doctor warns, and take it with a meal.

But don’t eat this. Watch out for that till you take another pill.

Dancing with the shadow but who will pay the bill?

 

Racing to oblivion – into the abyss.

Floating mindless drugged by work or ozone’s deadly kiss.

Or raging at the powerless and hiding in the hate,

or dancing with the shadow and blaming it on fate.

 

Wandering through the labyrinth wondering which ways out.

Confusion rings off concrete walls, echoed voices shout.

Paneled glass reflecting back the memory of sky.

Dancing with the shadow a whispered voice asks “why?”

 

 

 The Dark Dream

3-26-88

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

 

The dark dream returns,The demons delight.

The anger and sadness struggle and fight.

The waif from the dream with the cold zombie stare

goes for my throat - I struggle for air.

She goes for my throat – I struggle for air.

 

Chorus

It’s the same old sad story – the world upside down – The kid holds the mother not the other way round.

They’re buried so deep – but the feelings reach out – I’m helpless, alone, I’ve no voice to shout.

 

I can feel my life draining – He’s gone away.

She’s crying so softly.Is she going to stay?

The pain of the future –the guilt of today.

I’m the only one left - they all ran away.

I’m the only one left, they all ran away.

 

Chorus

It’s the same old sad story – the world upside down – The kid holds the mother not the other way round.

She fights her own demons – I struggle with mine.The same yet apart – chained together through time.

 

The face of the demon looks forward and back.

No one is safe from the bitter attack.

We take the fear handed and pass it along

and hope for some magic that can help us be strong.

And hope for some magic that can help us be strong.

 

Chorus

It’s the same old sad story – the world upside down – The kid holds the mother not the other way round.

 

Down At Uncle Joe’s

8/17/92

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

 

Sunrise peeks above the red oak leaves.  Even hummin’ birds movin’ slow.

Then a Blue Jay shatters morning's peace – Down at Uncle Joe’s.

A small mouth dances A Highland fling.  The water bursts in a kaleidoscope show.

A blue gill plays the bump and run – down at Uncle Joe’s.   Times lazy river flows.

 

It's a well-worn place with a friendly face. Paint's peeling like sunburned skin.

A place of fishing things and guitar strings and the buzz of the dragon fly

And a fisherman’s little white lie.

 

Sacrificing crickets to the hungry perch below.

Smell the fish a fryin’ – Down at Uncle Joe’s

The bay reflects a thousand greens – Then a gentle south wind blows

And musses up the mirror’s face – Down at Uncle Joe’s.  Time's lazy river flows.

 

Just A floating shack with a chair out back.  Waves rockin' till you fall asleep

A fishin’ hole and an old cane poll and some shade where a boy can hide – with a case full of alibi’s

 

The bobwhite calls as the shadows grow.  The orange sky explodes.

A lazy august sneaks away – Down at Uncle Joe’s.

The bass plays tag with the minnows. Stars wink as campfires glow.

Watchin’ the old folks on their front porch swing

As they’re watchin’ the sunset’s glow – The whippoorwill’s song unfolds.

 

It’s a well-worn place with a friendly face. Paint’s peeling like sunburned skin

A breeze that clings to the song I sing in a place now safe to hide. With no need of an alibi.



The Dragon’s Dance

 

1/31/93

Words © Charles Stacey  Music © Alan Frost

 

Caught in your whirlwind – It’s always the same.

Just like the first time you hand me your pain.

The consummate victim – Denial your game.

I’m tired of the black hat – I’m tired of the blame.

Your personal bastard, beggar and thief.

A plate full of hate with a helping of grief.

 

The venom is bitter – the poison is sharp –

I dance with the Dra-gon, it claws at my heart.

Words fall past lips with no sense of the pain –

The tongue of the dra-gon – a scorching hot flame.

Life taken cheaply – ignoring my cry –

you cut to the bone with your callous reply.

 

I chafe at the mem’ries – I tug at the chains –

I’m tired of your lies and ex-haused by shame.

The thunder is rolling so you ran away –

Gone is the place thatIhope you will stay.

The pieces of puzzle all rest in their places –

The dragon is dancing with infinite graces.

 

I feel a stain spreading–It eats at my soul-

I’m dying by in-ches numbed by your cold.

The mask and the mirror – the dragons feared faces –

filling the world till there’s no hiding places.

Answers in questions – truth hides in lies – 

The paradox voice in the dragon’s disguise.

 

A boat on the ocean with tattered old sails –

No match for the pow-er-ful dragon’s hard scales.

Saint George to your Genevieve – The dragon’s disguise –

A delicate dance viewed through sorcerers eyes.

Projecting, reflecting, wondering why?

The sun and the moon in Med-evial skys.

 

Elaina’s Song

10/27/89

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

 

I wanted so to hold her, and tell her that I care. 

I wanted so to kiss her and softly stroke her hair.

I wanted so to tell her that she really shouldn’t go.

I tried to reach and touch her – But they all said “NO”

 

They said they did it just for me. I don’t believe that lie.

They said I wouldn’t understand but they just couldn’t let me cry.

Now I want to say “Goodbye” and say “I Miss you so.”

And still they must protect themselves— So my pain just grows.

 

Will there ever be a daywhen pain will go away?

Will there ever be a day when the emptiness won’t stay?

Will I find your hiding place and feel your gentle hug

And give the present held so long

and then walk away and still feel your love?

 

Let me feel the emptiness. Then I’ll fill it with my tears.

Let me feel the loneliness and then I’ll fill it with my fears.

Let me feel the pain that’s there until it goes away.

Stand quietly beside me, please – just one more day.

 

I wanted so to hold her,and tell her that I care. —

I wanted so to kiss her and softly stroke her hair.

I wanted so to tell her that she really shouldn’t go.

I tried to reach and touch her – But they all said “NO”

Equinox

9-21-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

I feel the warmth of the rising sun but a chill hangs in the air
The full moon smiles knowingly and then she disappears
Passing through the balance - Rest once more in sight.
The wheel turns round us one more time
The spiral path delights in September's gentle flight.

CHORUS
SAILING TOWARD THE LAND OF YOUTH.   ACROSS A SUNLESS SEA
AS AUTUMN GRAINS WE GATHER TRANSFORM TO SPRING TIMES SEEDS
LIFE'S FRAGILE CHORD WE WEAVE

The colors of the sunset paint leaves that touch dawns sky
Then slip from mother's gentle grasp.  Once Brilliant, Fade, then die.
They celebrate a life fulfilled, these dancers spinning round
'Tween endings and beginnings, regeneration found
The carpet warms the ground     CHORUS
 
 

Journeyman’s Promise

March 10, 1998
Words and Music © Charles Stacey
 

Tomorrow burning brightly as the flare stacks ‘cross the bay.
At night they burn like Christmas lights but I wake up to the day.
Child at the trailer door another on the way –
I feel my mouth a movin’ but there’s nothing left to say
An ex-con bar keep Spider owns an ice house on White’s Lake
Were I fill my glass and ego with my brothers as we wait.
And we talk about our wives and kids and wonder what went wrong
And listen to the lyrics of a real sad country song.

Chorus
Turn arounds and shut downs…pawns in someone’s game.
A welding torch they bid for, then no one knows my name.
A cog in Linebeck’s giant wheel or maybe Brown and Root.
If not for Love or Munday – Toolbox and steel toed boots will
Hit the road to Spiders’ and swallow back the fear,
By fighting over nothing and drinking Lone Star Beer.
 

Daddy came in ’42 to keep this country free.
Eighth grade education, sweat and opportunity.
His dust bowl schemes and childhood dreams of how his son would be
Led him to the main gate at the Shell Refinery.
The work was hard but so was dad;  Oh, how my mama cried.
The bottle, belt and Bible – Well, I know they really tried.
His poor man’s quest allowed no rest although he promised time.
Hidden cares in pink slip prayers  –  the promise proved a lie .

(Chorus)

Way to smart for college, the dirt track called my name.
Dreams of speed and glory, fortune, money, fame.
But dreams won’t feed a wife and kids so I ante’d for dad’s game
And found the promise growing strong and flowing through my veins.
So I feed it Wild Turkey and smoke it till it’s done.
The demon’s face is smiling back from the muzzle of the gun.
The flare stacks and the towers breath away the sun.
That biker dude is standing up and there’s no where I can run. (Chorus)

Dads dream became my nightmare. Now I’m standing in the fire
While another generation is balanced on the wire.
My father tried to give me more but I’m choking in the haze
And see my children growing in a frightened, angry daze.
I can’t get off this bar stool though Spider says I’m done.
It’s way past three and seems to me I promised my young son.
A fishing trip, a swimming dip, a blazing camping fire –
The promise still is unfulfilled it’s my turn to be the liar (Chorus)
 
 

The Game

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
1-7-96

Each mid November where the tall pines grow four old buddies up to Lynchville go
To a four room shack with an old wood stove and a tin roof red as a chili bowl.
Carpet on the walls and a hardwood floor. Rusty old pump by the back porch door
Full Moon shines on our four ---- through the door

(Chorus)
They’re gathered round the table in the lamplight’s Glow,
Playing Stud Poker and Sippin' Slow.
Abner and the Gen’ral and Tony and Steve,
But wait a minute Mama we added three -
 spoken
(strange looking trio)

Everybody thinks that they’re hunting deer,
Telling dirty jokes and drinkin’ beer
The three new players changed that all,
Now the shotguns rust and the paste boards call.
They came last week when the moon was full;
Clock struck twelve and there they stood
Silent they challenged our four - nature calls.

(Chorus)
They’re gathered round the table in the lamplight’s Glow,
Playing Stud Poker and Sippin’ Slow.
Abner and the Gen’ral and Tony and Steve,
Holy mackerel where’d they find the other three
 

(Bridge) (spoken)  you will notice that I have shifted to a minor key...that means the plot thickens!
Some have said t’was the whisky when this story they try to explain
Or shadows or stew un-digested or rad-i-a-tion that fell in the rain - on the plain - not Spain

First of the three stands nine feel long,
Black as night and tongue that’s forked
Audubon guide would call him chicken snake
But he told the boys call me Joaquin Jake
His friends were know as the Tenneha two; six pound rats with eyes of blue
They answered the cards plaintive call - “DEAL ‘EM ALL”

(Chorus)
They’re gathered round the table in the lamplight’s Glow,
Playing Stud Poker and Sippin’ Slow.
Abner and the Gen’ral and Tony and Steve,
Hey what’s that snake got up his sleeve
Spoken
(It’s a long sleeve...I should have been suspicious when the snake slid up wearing a green eyeshade)

They played all night and the next full day and the midnight sky was turning gray
Steve was tapped and the Tenaha two lost their chips as Jake’s pile grew
Abner had a pair but the snake drew three when Tony said “that’s all for me.”
Caught by the luck of the draw - Jake took all

(Bridge)

Now that should be the end of my story but you see when Jake went to go
He had no place for his winnings - no pockets to carry his gold - not a fold

 (Chorus)
They’re gathered round the table in the lamplight’s Glow,
Playing Stud Poker and Sippin’ Slow.
Abner and the Gen’ral and Tony and Steve,
They can’t stop playing...the snake won’t leave

Spoken
Hey Abner, you better call home.  Jeans gonna be worried;
Hey while you’re up when don’t’ you call and order us a pizza.
You better make one of them double cheese...the rats are looking hungry!

Ghosts Along the Brazos

4-24-93
Words © by Charles Stacey , Bill Kingsbury & Tom Baumgartner
Music © by Charles Stacey & Bill Kingsbury
 

Hoot owl’s calling to the dead of night.
The ghostly guard calls her question out.
The coyote answers back his sad reply.
The dark moon’s staring like an evil eye.
It weaves a spell from an ancient time
while lost souls search for rest yet denied.

(Chorus)
Walking with the ghosts along the Brazos –
Listen to sad stories of woe.
Their whispered voice the wind in the willows.
Out beyond the campfires glow – where shadows grow.

Walking the prairie with his lamp held high –
Bailey’s ghost such a scary sight –
He’s searching through a dark endless night
And headless John cries out for peace.
He’s a pris-o-ner in the lake’s cold deep.
And the lady in gray still lost in her lovers lie.

(Chorus)
Masters, slaves, killers and their victims.
The past parades to the devil’s dark delight.
Time melts like the Live Oaks in the moonlight.
Were those eyes I saw or a winking firefly’s light.
Just a dreamers fright.

I’m a dancer in a drama with a ghostly cast reflected in night’s looking glass –
so I call the phantom fidd’ler to a lively reel.
But the fingers on the dawn’s dim hand, reach across the mirror'd land and
Point me to the river and on to the sunrise sea.

(Chorus)
Goodbye to the ghosts along the Brazos –
Remember their sad stories of woe.
And their whispered voice,  the wind in the willows.
Dancing where the campfires glow – now safe to go.

Gilly Flower

1-28-95

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
 
 

A Gilly flower glistens in the Blue Ridge Mountain rain.

Clinging to the hillside of the mountainous terrain

Rain drops rest like shining jewels in the queen’s majestic crown.

A regal presence from her throne to the valley she looks down.

Yellow, tall and graceful --the flower and the rock

Dance a waltz in three-four time to the metro-nom-ic clock

She speaks a silent promise to those that wish to hear.

It’s a promise of deliverance from a paralyzing fear.
 
 

(Chorus)

Hold tight Gilly flower to that little patch of earth.

Let the rock protect you from the shadow’s threat of hurt.

Wedged there in the crevice -- reaching toward the sun.

Soaking up the warm sweet glow -- spring has just be-gun

 

A lifetime back I left my flower for fortune and for fame

But I hear her voice a callin’ me in the whisper of the rain.

Her face is smiling ‘cross the space that’s fillin’ up my mind.

So I set my course for the Blue Ridge, my Gilly flower to find.

Returning to the holler -- to long I’ve been away

From my precious Gilly flower and the Blue Ridge Mountain day.

The valley’s arms embrace me and caress my tired eyes.

I’m rescued from the clutches of illusions angry lies. (Chorus)

 

You cling there to the mountain side and reach out for the light

And sing your song so sweetly to the valley’s great delight.

Embraced within your fragrance and by roots that hold so tight.

We’re nurtured by the warming earth as we share her damp delights

The sunset burns so radiant -- like shining amber bright.

We rest to greet another day -- I’ll hold you close tonight

The mountain’s arms embrace me as I hold you once again.

We share the dream of being back in old Kintyre’s glen. (Chorus)

The Gypsy Fire

11-22-93
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

(Spoken)
It seems as humans we fear what we don’t understand and we try to destroy what we fear.  In that Intolerance we often destroy the very means of our own salvation.  And that’s a high price to pay.  But those that refuse to surrender to the intolerance.  Those that try to learn and grow.  They also pay a high price.  There in lies the story of the Gypsy Fire.

A child small in the manor hall plays at his father’s side
While the minstrel sings of wondrous things that echo in the child’s eyes.
A Gypsy camp in the moor so damp and dancers on a full moon night -
Circles cast and ghosts long past -The lord feared the lads delight.   HE WARNED:

(Chorus)
Beware the camp of the gypsy woman who dances in the pale moon light.
Some have said she’s the devil’s bride who can steal your soul on sight
The pounding drums and the chanting hums through a night as black as coal
There’s a raging fire and a warning dire that echo’s through his soul
Yet his heart is drawn to the dark fore dawn and the light of the gypsy fire.

And then one day in the child’s play he strayed into the moor
And followed his ear to a clearing near and he opened up the gypsy’s door
She welcomed him to the room so dim. It was filled with smells so sweet.
Her voice it rang as she gently sang and danced on two bare feet

(SLOWLY)
The child grew tall, ten springs and falls- the gypsy his secret friend.
Her healing craft she taught the lad, gentle days they spent.
Sharing its herbs the moor it heard them softly sing along.
The sky was blue, six more springs flew.
Forgotten was his fathers song.      (Chorus)
 

In the village fear was always near - like a terrible cancer grew.
Ear to ear and year to year their fearful whispers grew.
Fear to hate then anger great - the gypsy woman scorned.
In joke and play the towns folk say; In word and song they warned:   (Chorus)
 

(Bridge)
Then one night by the dark moon’s light the lord from a fever fell.
From a vintage bad ‘twas a drink he had but they said was an evil spell
To the gypsy’s name they screamed out blame and to the moor they ran.
Their anger churned and torches burned - blood was on their hands          (Chorus)
 
 

At his father’s side the young man tried the healing arts he knew.
In the dark he groped for one last hope. t'was a plant the gypsy grew.
To the moor he went. Hope like the scent of the simple lungworm bloom.
But the cottage lay in ashes gray - his gentle gypsy gone.

(Bridge)
Lost inside his sadness - no where left to turn. His father’s funeral pyre and the gypsy fire’s burn.
Driven from the manor by their superstition’s fright; An outcast moving slowly in the cold Novembers light.
The sunlight shares no comfort, the moors his home tonight.

(Chorus)
Beware the camp of the gypsy woman who dances in the pale moon light.
Some have said she’s the devil’s bride who can steal your soul on sight
The pounding drums and the chanting hums through a night as black as coal
There’s a raging fire and a warm desire that echo’s through his soul
His heart belongs to the dark fore dawn.  He’s home by the Gypsy Fire

 

 

Holli's Song

12/25/90

Words & Music © by Charles Stacey

                                                                                               

Born into her parent’s perfect world.Mama’s perfect little girl.

A china doll dances in the eye of the storm.

Mom’s porcelain princess in a showcase forlorn.

 

Chorus

With the little dark demons that hide in the light.

They prance in the sunlight safe from mom’s sight

Monsters so terrible torture their prey.

Monsters so horrible hidden away by the day.

 

A passageway glows in the candle’s soft gleam.

The walls of the box reach and stifle her scream.

Pleading with shadows that whisper her name.

The trembling quarry in a predator’s game.

 

Chorus

They hide in the bedroom. They hide in her dreams.

They taunt and they tickle and speak in her screams.

Feelings like presents from days long ago.

A fearful dark legacy smelly and old — On it goes.

 

A perfect little house on a perfect street.

Perfect playmates all around.

A chameleon cloth this deceiver’s design.

Light from the stained glass strikes mom and dad blind.

 

Chorus

To the little dark demons that hide in the light.

They prance in the sunlightsafe from mom’s sight

Monsters so terrible torture their prey.

Monsters so horrible hidden away by the day.

 

Her days fly by so quickly – The child soon grows tall –

Just as winter turns to springtime – from summer comes the fall.

The remnants of childhood – Sheltered in the dark.

A grown-up on the outside – The child held in memr’y’s heart.

 

Holli the child becomes Holli the Mom.

Tricked time and again by the dark dream’s cold charm

Afraid of the darkness yet tortured by light. 

Chilled into numbness yet stung by the sight.

 

Chorus

Of the little dark demons that hide in the light.

They prance in the sunlightsafe from mom’s sight

Monsters so terrible torture their prey.

 Monsters so horrible hidden away by the day.

Reminded of the sadness – Reminded of the shame.

Holli holds her daughter and speaks the monsters name 

Protecting with her mem’ry and her legacy of pain

she shields the child from sacrifice to the monsters age-old game.

Embracing the terror – suspended in time –

The mill of the god’s grinds so slowly but fine.

The words of her poetry leap from the page.

The spotlight shines bright on the once darkened stage.

 

Chorus

And the little dark demons that hide in the light.T

hey prance in the sunlightsafe from mom’s sight

Monsters so terrible torture their prey.

Monsters so horrible hidden away by the day.

 

They hid in her bedroom. They hid in her dreams.

They taunt and they tickle and speak in her screams.

Feelings like presents from days long ago.

A fearful dark legacy smelly and old — On it goes.

 

Illusion

10-14-89

Words & Music © by Charles Stacey

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall.­ ­­­ Protect me from the faint dark call.

Reflect the me that I must see. 

To be what other say to be.Say to be.

 

(Chorus)

Live with the illusion. Defend it with your life.

Protect it with your anger. Turn away and close your eyes.

The burning hate that reaches out - - enunciates the silent shout.

With flying glass the mirror breaks.

Illusion flees but what remains?

 

A Light that pierces through the dark.

A pain that blinds the wounded heart.

Reaching for a place to hold.

A search for warmth within the cold.

The dark and cold.

 

(Chorus)

Live with the illusion. Defend it with your life.

Protect it with your anger. Turn away and close your eyes.

The burning hate that reaches out - - enunciates the silent shout.

With flying glass the mirror breaks.

Illusion flees but what remains?

 

Will the pain be more than you can stand?

Will you turn away the offered hand

or let your vision slowly clear.

To find a love amidst the fear.  Love and fear.

 

(Chorus)

Live with the illusion. Defend it with your life.

Protect it with your anger. Turn away and close your eyes.

The burning hate that reaches out - - enunciates the silent shout.

With flying glass the mirror breaks.

Illusion flees but what remains?

 

To find a strength held deep inside

the child that fled no longer hides.

No need to save the other ones.

The time arrives to just become. To just become.

 

(Chorus)

Live with the illusion. Defend it with your life.

Protect it with your anger. Turn away and close your eyes.

The burning hate that reaches out - - enunciates the silent shout.

With flying glass the mirror breaks.

Illusion flees but what remains?

 

Mirror, Mirror on the wall.

In Chains

6-6-93
Words © by Holli Bara
Music © by Charles Stacey

Lost inside my secret heartache – living out this lie.
Catching up the fire escaping – in the dark I cry.
The boundary line was drawn so neatly, but I dream of how it’d be.
If I weren’t afraid of angels – and you weren’t afraid of me.

(Chorus)
I'm colder than the arctic norther, bluer than a sapphire stone,
Quieter than a cat gone creeping passed a sleeping dog and bone.
I’m lonely as the pris–o–ner who sheds a sol–i–tar–y tear.
Chained up in my own illusion - chained up in my fear.

I’m dancing just beyond your reach – you stand there be–yond mine.
Still the raven calls the jury – will the lamb beware this time?
Will I listen to the answers – that the cards re–veal?
Must the page to become a knight put down his sword and kneel?

(Chorus)
I’m colder than the edge of darkness – bluer than a summer sky.
Quieter than a sleeping baby – breathing soft her peaceful sigh.
I'm lonely as a seaman’s lady –waiting on a pier.
Chained up in my own illusion – chained up in my fear.

It hurts to be inside your light and deny that it is warm.
When you hold me tight this passion struggles to be born.
Believe me when I promise you it’s more than wrong or right.
There in lies the deepest torment. Where in lives the fight.

(Chorus)
I’m colder than a winter snowstorm – bluer than the ocean floor.
Quieter than a thief at midnight – stealing passed your door.
I’m lonely as the frightened soldier – waiting for his turn.
Chained up in my own illusion – will I ever learn?
Tell me what we’ve learned.

In my dreaming you are free and we have never met.
King of Cups and Queen of Wands in search of no regrets.
By chance we meet, or is it fate that brings us to this place.
Embracing all the gods have given us. Creating our own space.

(Chorus)
There I’m warmer than the summer solstice. Greener than a May spring fair.
Louder than a thousand voices coursing through the air.
And you’re in my arms till morning and I’m in yours till night.
Knowing that it’s not illusion — knowing we are right.

The Lizard, Bee, and Troubadour

5-8-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

It was a sultry summer Sunday - A day in early May.
I was singing in the back yard - not sure of what to play
When up steps a lizard of a purely average size
who shows off his ruby throat as if to catch my eye.
He says “Let’s write a new song - your sad one just won’t do.
I want a May or June one - not a blue September tune.
One with a simple harmony so that I can sing along.
One to cheer me up when everything goes wrong.”

I shook my head in disbelief at his pure rich baritone.
That lizard with the ruby throat - and me there all alone.
Sitting in the garden it all seemed quite unreal.
Then a lizard with a yellow stripe joined in with a squeal.
He said, “I’ll take the tenor part if you let me join your band.
I’d also play the tambourine, if I only had a hand.”
A bee peered from a blossom.  “As a bass I sing quite grand.
My wings can play the rhythm part - just show me were to stand.

(Chorus)
The dandelions danced while the purple sage it swayed
and a happy tune touched my old guitar on that magic summer day.
We sang it high - we sang it low - we sang it fast - then we sang it slow.
We filled the day with a happy tune - music sweet as a lilac in bloom.
The lizards, the bee and the troubadour, we sing.

and it sounded something like this:  (kazoo ride of verse melody)

We sang along all afternoon till the sun was sinking low.
Then the lizard with the baritone said, “It’s time for us to go.”
I said my thanks for the happy tune and their gentle company
and asked when we’d take to the Mucky Duck for all the world to see.
I saw the lizard smile - It was a grin from ear to ear.
He said, “That’s quite an offer. That’s a genuine idear.”
But he said that the magic only works on a Sunday afternoon
And with a singer of your temperament who’s crazy as a loon.

(RPT INSTR)

(Chorus)

 

Looking for a Friend

 

6-29-84

Words and Music © by Charles Stacey and Bill Kingsbury

 

I’m not lookin’ for a lover but I sure could use a friend.

Someone to share the lonesome road and have some time to spend.

We’ve walked alone for oh so long; It’s time for com-pan-y.

I want someone to share the song with me.

Someone to share a quiet moment, somewhere on the way.

To let me feel what I must feel and say what I must say.

 

Well I’ve looked in many faces that offered me their smiles.

There weren’t enough to lighten up the dark and lonely miles.

Reaching out in pain so great. Both desperate to be saved

from emptiness in pleasures that we craved.

A friend would share the world that’s hidden deep inside my mind

and bend to touch the child within and not leave him behind.

 

I was searching in their faces – Looking for myself.

Beggin’ for salvation while I squandered all my wealth.

The anger in denial fights the pain of inward sight.

The demon’s whined and wrestled for my life.

I'm not lookin’ for a lover but I sure could use a friend ——

To let me stand up straight yet like a willow let me bend.

 

And when I seek the solitude that through my soul must pass

you’ll lead me to the other side of the looking glass.

It’s only then I’ll see myself for what I really am——

Winter’s tree that bares its every limb.

Then winter grows into the spring and life bursts forth anew.

The budding branches reaching out to touch the heaven’s blue.

Lucky Penny Day

3-27-93
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

The mist climbs off the lakes dark face and mingles with the magical rays –
Of the dawn’s first light shining copper bright.
It’s a lucky penny day  –  The nights chill melts away.
The breeze among the tall pines, like my lovers sleeping sigh –
Whispers stories of the magic land behind her peaceful dreamers eye.
 

I hold her tight in the penny’s light then rise to greet the day.
Embers left from last nights fire wink and call my name.
I Coax the fires flame.
Dew drops under tall pines, a blanket woven fine,
A pine bough bed, her sleepy head, the hope filled omen’s sign.

(Instrumental ride)

The dogwood spreads her milky arms and reaches to the noon–day sun.
The legend says her burden is shed, her painful past is now done. Springtime’s promise she won.
The secret of the tall pines whispers in my mind.
I see it in the gray squirrels’ timeless flight tree to tree 'cross the clear blue sky.
 

Floating with my love on the crystal lake, watching the fish swimming by.
The turtles perch then off they lurch, our paddles punch a hole in the sky.
Like a dream in a painters eye.
Shadows paint the tall pines, the day is winding down, the cardinal’s flee the sweet gum tree,
the campfire’s smoke floats round.
 

The full moon sneaks a closer look, the wishing star shares its light.
The tall pines sing their lullaby – the campfires glow greets the night. A copper penny’s light.
The smoke’s scent follows beauty – Daytime follows night –
and love like the morning glory blooms in the lucky penny light.
 

(Repeat Instrumental)
 
 

The Maiden Of Kintyre

12-12-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey

The Maiden of Kintyre gazes out to sea,
Her heart so gay, she sings and sways to the song her lover weaves.
From window high ‘bove heather green and ocean azure blue,
she sees the isle of Erin smile - Home to her minstrel true.
Five leagues on toward sunset her laddie love looks back
From high atop the castle rock, his stout heart leaps and shouts.
Bound by love that fills the gulf, her minstrel greets the dawn
But war clouds crest o’re lovers blessed.
Desperate grows their song.

(Chorus)
Loves sweet promise whispers soft as the sun drenched summers day.
Smell the highland heather and feel the ocean spray.
The golden eagle gathers souls of the bonnie, brave and true -
While the raven from the emerald isle weaves his spell in blue.
A magic spell in blue.
 

Bonnie Charlie raised the clans then crossed the Irish Sea.
So her minstrel came to Castle Swein then took his soldiers leave.
A harp slung o’re his shoulder, brave tune on his lips –
He bade farewell saying,  “I’ll be well, or take the eagles trip.”
The clans marched to Culloden, lambs led to the slaughter.
Mothers cried as brave sons died - now flee ye wives and daughters.
The clans now scatter like dry leaves on a highland winters morn.
She had to leave on the evening breeze.
To A-mer-i-kay the clan was goin’.       (Chorus)
 

From castle wall she jumped so high to join her lover true,
But those that watched in disbelief say a golden eagle flew.
Then high above Kintyre’s shores there came a raven’s cheer.
Then the eagle and the raven into sunset they disappeared.
T’was long ago they vanished and yet still time to time –
The fishermen of Kintyre spy an eagle there a flying.
And right next to the golden bird, a small one black as night –
Flies side by side as on they glide in high, mid-ocean flight.
Because.  (Chorus)
 
 

The Maypole

11-16-94
Words © by Holli Bara
Music © by Alan Frost & Charles Stacey

(Chorus)
Round the lads and lassies Go - round and round the circle grows.
Ribbons of silver, ribbons of gold, round and round the magic maypole
Follow the heather over the hill - Follow it down to the sea.
Follow the heather where ye will but follow it home to me.
 

Mother weaves a story, father tells it too.
To cast the babe on a journey nigh - to dream time woven true.
Fare thee well my love - travel safe and well.
Find the magik maypole there - under the moonlight spell.

(Chorus)

Hear the children laughing light - singing sweet their song.
Spring is here - the time is near - peace is not far long.
Fare thee well my love - travel safe and well.
Find the magik maypole there under the moonlight spell.

(Chorus)

The magik of the maypole’s message woven true.
The dancers dance - the singers sing - the ribbons me and you.
Wound and bound together - all parts of the whole.
The dancers dream their timeless dance around the magik maypole.

(Chorus)
 
 

The Midnight Mind

11-30-95
Words and  Music © by Charles Stacey
 

A promise made just yesterday still ringing in her ears.
The brightness of that new days dawn reflected in her tears.
Alone she searches memories - sitting in the dark.
A cup of coffee, a calico cat, an aching sleepless heart.
Her old familiar part.
 

The midnight mind a play ground - a hole that can’t be filled,
A trance not easily broken, a voice that won’t be stilled.
A pair of teardrops trickle into bitter salty streams –
Separate in their sameness yet fed by different dreams.
A distant siren screams
 

So many times she trusted  - So many times she tried  -
So many screams were stifled  - So many tears uncried.
The kitchen spins a silent spell.  The ash tray overflows.
She wrestles with the questions as the tragedy unfolds.
For reasons yet untold
 

Holding tight to here and now but mem-o-ries intrude.
Angry voices threaten her with guilt that still deludes.
She feels the poison seeping from the secret place inside –
Containing all the feelings of the ones that wouldn’t cry.
The ones that chose to die
 

She saw the life slip away she carried deep inside.
It’s a tale told through the ages.  Countless ways and countless times.
Gazing out their windows - at the ghosts of those who’ve gone.
Cloistered in their kitchens - one of many - each alone.
Maiden    -    Mother     -     Crone
 
 

The Minstrel and the Devil

10-9-94
Words and Music © by Charles Stacey
For Phillip Stacey

The minstrel and the devil, walking on the way.